Thursday, January 21, 2010
Hi guys!
How's life? HAHA i rmb last time whenever someone asked that i'll just be like "Oh good...", but i guess now it's more like idk, "Stressful but still kind of manageable...In a way." Sighz.
Anw, i became damn stressed and worried about stuff last night. -_- Okay cos i came home, fell asleep on my bed then wokr up like half an hour later to bathe. Then cos i was very tired, my eyes were still half-closed and when i went into my parents' room to bathe, my daddy asked me, "Why your eyes like that?". "I'm tired". He told me to sleep earlier and stuff but the thing is that after reaching home from dance (Mon to Wed), i'm always damn tired and have lotsa work to do, so no choice. Then my mommy said it's okay to be busy as long as i could cope...
Went to bathe and started thinking. Like, the reason why i had time to sleep after dance yesterday was cos i finished all my work during dance (skipped it) and then when i reached home i had not much to do. (: But it's not like i can fall sick and skip dance forever (which is bad)... And then Danceworks audition was like the next day and i wondered if i should even join. I really wanted to but if i did, i might have dance from Mon all the way till Sat. Like that how to cope with studies?!
It'll be something like this...
Dance --> Tired --> Reach home, do work (cannot sleep) --> sleep late --> not enough sleep --> cannot concentrate in class + get pissed off easily = BAAAD
HAHAHA. Okay that's basically what's happening now... I don't know if it's just me, but like some people are just really annoying me/pissing me off nowadays. ): Idk it's just like so much stuff is happening in school right now, so maybe they piss off + i piss off = super piss off. LOL AIYA HAHAHA. The word piss looks weird now... =/
Sigh i think we're all just not used to sec 3 life yet. It's much faster-paced and there isn't time for lessons to be like super freaking detailed and stuff like that. But at least we're all trying. (: Slowly adjusting..... So maybe that's why we're all touchy and stressed and sad and all that. I am just repeating myself guys. -_- Whatever! :D
Apart from all these -ve stuff, i'm really grateful for my family and friends. (: Like of course everyone is busy but they still care. (: Even if it's just a few words it makes everything so much better. Or even if they don't say anything, i don't mind cos sometimes i just needa let everything out. Like what i'm doing now. (I don't see my point in this post...)
Love you guys so much!!!
ANW I FINISHED MY WORK SO THAT'S WHY I COULD BLOG ALL THAT UP THERE. ^-^ Happyyy!
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1) I love you so much and i'm glad that we've become even closer than before. Thanks for eveything!!!
2) I'm so happy you're still there for me. Hope you always will be. (:
3) I think our relationship has improved HAHAHA. (Y)
4) I miss you so much too.
5) Stop being so self-centered. Everybody's been saying that now...
6) Stuff has happened between us, and that 'stuff' might happen again. You're seriously rude and childish. I hope you know.
Okay sorry last two were abit angsty. ): But ya, that's what i'm feeling now.
Wow i'm so full of emotion today. As in happy + angry + sad + everything... I'm going to explode. I want to sleep now. So bye guys!!! :D Take lots of care and drink more water.
10:41 PM
