Hi guys!!! :D

I've been trying to wake up earlier everyday, since i always wake up at 2plus 3 plus... (Sadly) I need to prepare myself so that when school starts i'll be able to fall asleep and not be tired the next day. ^-^ Abit difficult ah, thinking that the time i usually sleep now is the time i need to wake up for school. SIAN!

And if i wake up earlier, i got more time to do wdv i wanna do HAHA. It's like when i wake up at 3plus and have lunch, i sit at my comp then suddenly it's dinner already.

I think i'm gonna be reeaal busy when school starts; with dance and work and all, so i'm trying to make full use of the remaining days of the hols. Chiong all my korean vids and stuff. Haha, i rmb one time daddy came back from work he was like, "Wah, my family is turning into a Korean family!" cos the TV was on the Korean channel, i was listening to Korean songs/watching my Korean vids...

Oh yes, yenny and casey have fun amusing themselves with their iPod's "Bluetooth Fart" application thingy.

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So few days ago i started watching We Got Married again. OMG I LOVE KANGIN!!!!!!! He totally reminds me of Hong Ki sighhhhhh~ And Jo Kwon and Ga In are so cute together omg omg omg omg omg. V touching leh they're so cute i can't stand it!!! I nv knew their couple would be this interesting to watch AHHHHHHH. Especially when they both call each other 'honey' OMG ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

(Hehehe i just went down to buy ice cream! You know those that you eat with the biscuit or bread? Yumz!!!!!)

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Watched SBS Gayo Daejun last night. Omg i was so happy+excited watching itttttttt!!!!!!It was so nice omg loved it when all the hot guy groups danced to girl group songs THEY WERE SOOOO HOT!!!!!





My Baby Tae is so fricken hot!!!!!!! Omg omg omg.




They damn cute leh i love big bang!!!!!!






My Babyyyyyyy~




Hehehe they all damn cute!






Wth i also wanna dance with Woo Young so unfair!!!!!!!!! I wanna hug him too... ):


Anw i was just thinking... Alot of girls go crazy over guy idols, but it seems weird when guys go crazy over girl idols. And when guy idols dance as girl idols it's funny and hot but when girls do it, it seems normal. Okay la maybe it's cos i'm a girl. Nvm!




LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT


(edit: Okay la maybe not. They are kinda of cool HAHAHAHAHA OMG!!!!)









KBS Gayo Daejun tonight!!!!! Can't wait.

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Every night before i sleep i always watch videos on my iPod to help me fall asleep. But you know my older sister will wake up with light or sound so i had to hide under my blanket to watch it. Then cos my blanket v thick, so i didn't cover my legs.

I like to put my legs up (as in like sit -up position kind) so i did, and put one leg over the other. Like the ankle to the other knee. Everyone else was sleeping already and i was watching my videos. Suddenly, i felt someone's finger run up my calf.

I got a shock!!! I was like wth is that and immediately flashed my pod in front of me, but (lucklily) there was nobody if not i would've just died. -_- I was scared, but continued watching my vids, thinking that maybe i moved my blanket or something. But i decided to put my legs in my blanket.

It was so hot under my blanket omg but didn't dare move. You know how some beds make some squeaky sound when you sit on it? I heard that. Like next to me, between me and yenny. I WAS SO SCARED OMG!!!!!!!! I literally stopped moving. Continued watching my videos.

After awhile i wasn't very scared already so i put away my poddy and tried sleeping. Suddenly at my ear, i heard someone whispering, making some weird sound. Like, "Mmm mmm" IDK IT WAS DAMN WEIRD BUT SUPER FREAKY!!! I wanted to cry and scream and jump on my sisters' beds but i didn't dare to move. ): I was so scared that the sound would never stop so i started singing songs in my head. I prayed but didn't even dare move my hands to make the sign of the cross. I needed to pee so badly i was so annoyed with myself like why am i always needing to pee at the wrong times!!!

Omg i've never been this freaked out in my life. I still don't know what happened!!!!!!! Wth it was i also dunno. =/ Whatever!

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Anw, i've been having really weird dreams lately. Weird like as in random... SO WEIRD.

I want to start packing my bag for school but the timetable's not out yet... =/ K i'll go read my Kpop news now!!! Hehehe.


School in 5 days. ):

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1. OMG I JUST WATCHED HSM2 ON TV OMG I MISS IT!!!!! Always watching stuff like that at Nat's house... Ahhhhhhhh Zac Efron is so hot!!! He and Vanessa damn cute together shitttttttt!!!! HSM3 TOMORROW!!!! So gonna watch it. Hehehehehehe.


2. http://sookyeong.wordpress.com/2009/12/30/reasons-to-gdragons-tears-during-2009-gayo-daejun-solo-performance/#more-25428

SHIT DAMN SAD. :'( :'( :'( I am heartbroken. GD don't cry. :'(







Days went by, months went by
but I did not hear from you
Tears fall, my heart aches
This is not it, it's only temporary
This is not gonna be it, this is not gonna be it
This is not gonna be it. Don't try to cheer me up
The empty space you left only gets bigger

Even if I look at you again, you’re my love
Look at it a hundred times, I’m your love
You’re my love that heaven made for me
You just took the wrong path, that's all
Even if I’m born again, I only hope for you
Even if I love again, I only hope for you
You will return, you will return
Because there’s no me without you

After saying you love me
Where did you go off to, abandoning me?
My two hands that you held and our promise
How could you leave; throwing me away and breaking it?

This must be a dream, this must be a dream
This must be a dream, don't fool me
I hate how I'm left alone

Even if I look at you again, you’re my love
Look at it a hundred times, I’m your love
You’re my love that heaven made for me
You just took the wrong path, that's all
Even if I’m born again, I only hope for you
Even if I love again, I only hope for you
You will return, you will return
Because there’s no me without you

I thought that all this was only a nightmare
I hope that I will wake up from this dream

When I open my eyes tomorrow
I hope that everything is nothing but a dream
That everything is nothing more than a realistic dream.
I hope for you
I still want you

Even if I look at you again, you’re my love
Look at it a hundred times, I’m your love
You’re my love that heaven made for me
You just took the wrong path, that's all
Even if I’m born again, I only hope for you
Even if I love again, I only hope for you
You will return, you will return
Because there’s no me without you

I pray every night
For my misery, not my happiness
That you won’t love any other than me
It can’t be anyone other than you
You're my heart's one desire
It will never change
Even if I am born again, I only hope for you

Even if I’m born again, I only hope for you
Even if I love again, I only hope for you
You will return, you will return
Because there’s no me without you

Barae/I Hope by F.T Island

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Omg i just found out the english translation for the song. Love it!!! NOW IM OBSESSED WITH IT ALL OVER AGAIN WTH.

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I MISSED THE MUSIC BANK CHRISTMAS SPECIAL JUST NOW AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
:'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

Okay la managed to watch a few performances only, after mass. (: And... I MISS SUPER JUNIOR SOOOOOOOO FREAKING MUCH. :'( Dong Hae looked so handsome and Eun Hyuk looks sooo good in his current hair colour baby! ^-^ I miss Sung Min too... He's so handsome damnit.

BUT I MISS JAEBUM MOSTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When is he coming back wth? ): ): ): I love 2pm they like always leave spaces for Jae... THIS SHOWS THAT HE IS IRREPLACEABLE SO JAE, HURRY COME BACK COS I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU. ):

(Was watching KAT-TUN's latest concert with my sisters last night this morning and we felt so lost! Like we haven't even heard some of the songs they sang, it's like we're so disconnected from them. ): So sad i miss them so much. I still rmb watching Cartoon KAT-TUN everyday and laughing hahaha. And getting angry at Leah Dizon for flirting with Jin HAHAHA. Omgosh i miss Jin and Ueda and Kame!!!!!!!!!!! :'( :'( :'( They're all so different and screwed up in a way now... I AM SO SAD AND HEARTBROKEN AND DEPRESSED.

This is just like how i miss Big Bang's "Lies", "Haru Haru", "Last Farewell" and "Sunset Glow" times, SHINee's "Noona you're so pretty" times, Wonder Girls' "Tell Me", "So Hot" and WonderBang times (when they were not so famous yet and performing in Korea still), After School's "Diva" times, Super Junior's "Sorry Sorry" times, 2PM's "Again & Again" times... AHHHHHHHH WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL OF THEM!!?!?! ): ): ): )

Sighz but on a happier note... I dl-ed TvAnts so i can watch Gayo Daejun live through the internet on my comp AHHHHHHHHH I AM SO HAPPY I CAN'T WAIT!!! All my boyfriends. Kekeke. ^-^ I'm so not gonna miss this.

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My sister is listening to Big Bang covers on YouTube, some damn freaking nice omg envyyy..... I really wanna perform and sing and dance and autograph stuff and have my own concerts and make people laugh on variety shows BUT TOTALLY NOT POSSIBLE. -_-

I wanna make my own covers too.... ): *hint Jie when are we gonna do it hmm hint*

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I REALLY MISS BIG BANG.

My life totally revolves around hot Korean dudes HAHAHAHAHAHA.


Merry Christmas again guys! New Year is coming soon I AM VERY EXCITED. (Khatib is gonna totally be so happening got Taufik and Singapore Idol peeps and Campus Superstar peeps and what not coming to perform HAHAHA. But damn weird, why Khatib? Nobody knows Khatib or Yishun. -_-)


P.S. My cousin got drunk yesterday and couldn't stop speaking in English; FREAKING FUNNY.

















Anyong~ ^-^

Wassup guys! Hehe, getting ready to leave the house soon... Gonna be going to Bangkok and Phuket!!! Wheeeeeeee shopping!!!!!!!!

Oh yes and guess what, i didn't sleep at all! I knew i was supposed to get up at 3.45, but like, getting at the time when i'm usually not sleeping yet?! Sighz, was still at the comp at like 2, but daddy came out and asked me and yen to go sleep. Lay on bed, closed my eyes, and started thinking about stuff... Stuff like school and being in sec 3, stuff like the F.T Island fanmeet, stuff like what to eat when we get to the airport, stuff like how much clothes i brought for the trip when it's only like 4 days. -_-

It was like already 3 plus and i couldn't sleep. So i just decided to get ready first hehe. Went to the toilet, brushed my teeth... And suddenly in the mirror, i saw this face between my face and the door. Omgoodness i freaking jumped cos i was so scared!!!! It was my dad. HAHAHAHA. ^o^ Told him i didn't sleep at all...

Then suddenly some unknown caller called me. I picked up and nobody answered... Like who would call people at 4 plus in the morning right?! I was damn scared like maybe someone is spying on us from the window... But then again i live on the 8th floor. -_- Freak myself out only.

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Anw yesterday i had a dream about Min Hwan and F.T Island!!!!!

It was damn ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ so i'm not gonna elaborate heeheeheeheehee. V happy, i would be over the moon if it seriously comes true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Kk, gonna go off now cos i'm done syncing my iPod!


Bye bye babes, take care. Saranghaeyo~!! ^-^

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Heehee, song for yall! :D



Love ya!!! ^3^





OMG I'M FALLING MORE AND MORE IN LOVE WITH HONG KI AND WON BIN.








SEOUL'd OUT 2009!!!!!!!!!!

Omgoodness, the night before my sisters and I couldn't sleep. Okay maybe not all three of us, only Val and I. HAHAHA Yenny was like already sleeping, then Val and i kept making noise. We knew yen woke up alr cos of us but we continued talking. Omgoodness then my sister suddenly talk talk talk smth about sphinx. Then i was like wthell is a sphinx?!?!?! And she told me it was the Egyptian animal thingy thing. Omgoodness my whole life i thought it was like called an Egyptian cat or something.

We all started laughing and even yenny burst out in laughter. Omgoodness i think we were really damn loud in the room and it was already like almost 3am?!?!?! HAHAHAHA I LOVE SHARING A ROOM WITH MY SISTERS AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.

We were getting high and everything, and when it was almost 4am we quickly tried to sleep cos we wanted to wake up early to go to Fort Canning the next morning. We wanted to be in front so we can see F.T Island clearly and everything omgoodness ♥ ♥ ♥

(next day)

So... we woke up at 7. Got ready and everything, we were like rushing and being v kan cheong!!! Daddy woke up and called us crazy for going so early cos the concert was supposed to only start at 5.30 HAHAHA. But we love him anw for getting us the tix so we could meet our boyfriends, and he also sent us to the MRT. I love my daddy!!!

Reached Dhoby Ghaut, got off and had a hard time walking to Fort Canning although it's like just there. -_- Smart me anyhow walked and ended up going the wrong way then Val angry... ): HAHAHA. Omgoodness it is terrible, there are like a million steps to climb!!! But totally worth it to see my boyfriends. We started to bet on how many people we thought were there already cos Val was damn worried alot of ppl there already. ): I thought that there wouldn't be alot of people, maybe about 50+, and Val thought 70+.

Reached Fort Canning, but we didn't know how to get to the concert venue. We walked the wrong way, then suddenly some security guard called us and told us which direction we had to go. We asked him, "Oh Uncle, are there already alot of people there?!". He replied, "Yes yes got alot!!! Some of them even stay overnight!". We were like :O (!!!) and started walking damn fast!

Reached and there were this many people there...



Omgoodness. Cos they passed down this piece of paper for us to write our position (as in number) and name. Guess how many people were already there. 400 hundred over people omg!!! Totally exceeded what we thought HAHAHAHA ZZZ.

Kiasu us brought damnnn alot things.
- Garbage bags (to use as a mat + rubbish bin)
- Tissue (incl. normal tissue, serviettes, toilets rolls, facial wipes)
- Fan
- Magazines
- Mini-laptop (w/ thumbdrive containing F.T Island vids)
- Hats
- Umbrellas
- 2 Cameras (one for photo-taking, other for video-taking)
- Sunblock

Like mad or maaad?! :O






Bought bread to eat, and i accidentally dropped my egg mayo, so i threw it into the grass... Really far away. THE FREAKING RED ANTS THAT WERE RIGHT NEXT TO ME STOLE IT AWAY!!! It was damn gross. I was sick-ed out to the max.



Jie only slept for 2 hours... She was damn tired and the sun was v hot. So she slept! Yenny and I just camwhored and fooled around. (:





When Val woke up, we wanted to watch our vids. But guess what, the lappie didn't have the media player that surpported the format of our vids. Omgoodness we wanted to die cos there was like 6 hours left to kill!!! AARGH. I wanted to kill the laptop.

THENNN i thought of a very good plan... *insert wriggley eyebrows here* hehehe. I told Jie, why not go to plaza sing macs and dl the media player?! So, since we made some friends (they were lining up behind us and they damn nice too ^^), we asked them to help look after our stuff while we went to PS. Grabbed some lunch, and went back to Fort Canning about an hour (or maybe more?) later.

When we reached, we saw that the whole queue totally changed location. At first we lined up along the carpark, but then it suddenly moved onto the walkway. I got damn scared when we left the place, we left behind alot of magz and umbrellas and all to hold down our mat. I felt v bad that our friends had to carry all our shit with them!!! Quickly went to look for them and got back in the line.

But suddenly we seemed very far back... Our friends said cos when they changed position, many people took the chance to cut the queue. -_- WHATEVER. Then there was this huge commotion about people not having space to sit....

Okay. Let's call it group A, B and C. A was closest to the entrance, B middle, and C behind. So situation was like this. A and B were standing, while C were sitting. They were v comfortable and everything and A started shouting at them to move back. It was a damn heated argument and C just refused to move back. Even if they did, they probably just moved a few centimeters. -_- I was like thinking, moving back doesn't change your position anw. If you're the last and you move back, you'll still be the last!!!

So anw, since C didn't wanna move back, B (the group we were in) just decided to sit down. A got angry and shouted at us again. Saying smth about them having to stand and suffer while we sat down comfortably. -_- Like zzz what can we do if the people behind don't move right? A also said something about there being a huge spider in front so we had to move back........

A finally said, "Okay stand up, we're just going to move." So B stood up, and A immediately sat down. So B was left standing.... Like wth?! Omgoodness i was getting so frustrated cos everyone was just being like so childish!!! We just pushed and made C move back... We all got to sit after that.

MOVE BACK V DIFFICULT MEH?!

Stoned, hung out, did whatever we did while waiting for the gates to open!!! I met Marcella too, and we started chatting, near where we could see the stage. We talked and laughed and suddenly we see the whole line standing and moving. Both of us were like OMG and just ran back to our places without saying bye to one another HAHAHAHA.


Omgoodness food and drinks weren't allowed in. -_- Had to throw away like 3 bottles of water!!! Damn wasted. Can see all the full bottles of drinks and full packets of chips and wdv. My heart was like omg FOOOOOOOOOOOD. ): Damn sad.

Cos Jie went in first with her friend, she got a good position and saved space for us!!! Wanted to let our friends join us too but there were like 7 of them and there wasn't enough space. =/ I think they got a pretty good position anw. (:




Check out the number of people there baybehhhh. Lucky we came at 9am SO TOTALLY WORTH IT LOR OKAY. :')











Oh ya then suddenly there was this group of crazy fans screaming and shouting. Val and I turned. GUESS WHO?!?!?! Jessica Lee LOLLLL. Expected. Hehe.

To keep us entertained they played some korean songs!!! Omgoodness they played Ring Ding Dong and everyone just screamed. (Okay la everybody screamed at every song) Everybody started singing and everything, the atmosphere was goooood! :D They also played You & I by Park Bom, Super Girl by Super Junior M, TTL by T-ara and Supernova, Wedding dress by MY BABY TAE, Mighty Mouth and Tae Woo!!! Eeeehehehehehehe. Got totally high!!! I was so happy that everybody loved Tae Tae but at the same time sad cos i only want him for myself. HAHAHA I V SELFISH.


They kept repeating songs ESP THIS CHINESE AND KOREAN TRADITIONAL SONG. IT WAS GETTING KINDOF ANNOYING!!! Omgoodness you could hear the whole crowd chorus an "UURGH!!!" whenever the song started playing again. Hahaha damn funny.




The concert finally started at around 7.30!!! Spent about 2 hours waiting for the concert to start manz... BUT NVM I DON'T MIND AS LONG AS I GET TO SEE MY BFS. Got out our lightsticks!!!






So first uppp!!! Was the Miso Musical thingy! There were like traditional dances and traditional music playing and stuff like that. Quite good. (:







Omgosh, they also played the drums while dancing. -_- They played damn well sommore, and their dance was totally in sync!!!!!! Like damn :O wowzers!














Oh yes, and our emcees for the night!!! :D


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Next... we had the drawing show!!! When they first came on they were damn funny. Dancing and all hahaha. I thought it would be lame... BUT TOTALLY WASN'T!!! It was very cool. ^^





1st painting...








Guess what there was when they peeled off the paper...



Shirt with words printed on it from the paint on their painting!!!


Kk, 2nd painting...









And it transforms into...



THISSS. The lights turned off and suddenly, blue paint just flowed down out of nowhere. IT WAS SO COOL.


Then, 3rd painting...









And... *lights off*


:D DAMN AMAZING.

Then it came to an end...




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After them, there were the Jinjo Boys!!! Omgoodness i was v excited cos i like guys that can dance. Sommore this group v famous so i was expecting something good!!!




But there was nothing striking for me... As in it was just, okay. But good job anw! :D

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Park Si Nae!!!



BUTTT, SHE WAS SO FRICKIN GOOD. She sang so well i could cry. Then Mario came out omgoodness i was so excited cos i listen to his songs but i totally didn't know how he looked...



If i knew this was how hot he was, i would have loved him like maaad!!! He was sooo cool on stage omgoodness. I was jumping and waving FLAILING my hands like mad because he really hyped up the atmosphere with "Spotlight", "Kiss me through the phone" and "Umbrella", vocals done by Si Nae. (:


Cos it was english songs everybody could sing along. So of course i went crazy!!! Val and I didn't even care about being in tune or wdv we just screamed!!!! I WAS SO HIGH BECAUSE HE WAS SO COOL AND HOT I STARTED WAVING REAL HARD SO HE WOULD WAVE BACK AT ME. And i think he did... That's what Val said. :D Hehehehe!!!!!

I started shouting "I LOVE YOU", "YOU'RE SO HOT", "YOU ROCK" because i was so high!!! He could speak english v well and he said smth about Singapore being very clean and stuff.... but v hot. THEN HE LIFTED HIS VEST. (i totally didn't catch this part cos i was blocked, but yenny said so!!!) Omgosh all the girls just screamed HAHAHA.

Mario is so hot. Seriously.

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Lee Ji Soo



Okay i totally didn't know who he was, but he sang really well!!! And he looked v handsome too SO... GOOD FOR ME HAHAHA. He talked to us and stuff like that, saying that he "only can speak little english". We were all so touched that he like, tried speaking to us and everyone chanted, "It's okay (in Korean)". Omgoodness such a touching moment. :') He was v happy and continued speaking in Korean and the crowd answered "Yesss! (in Korean)" to wdv he said too. LOVED IT!!! :D :D :D

He sang about 4 songs i think...? He was so cute! Hehehe.

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Jinjo Boys came back for 2nd performance!!!!

IT WAS SO MUCH BETTER THIS TIME OMG I STARTED SCREAMING AND STUFF THEY WERE SO HOT!!!! :O :D :O :D

But v sad... I never take pics or videos... ):

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T-MAX (OMG!!!!!)

Before they performed, i was excited because i knew Kim Jun (F4) from the band. But cos i never ever heard them perform live before, i didn't know how they would be like. I heard their songs from the BBF Soundtrack, but their songs were so good i wondered if it would sound exactly the same live.

I was not disappointed AT ALLLLLLL!!!!

OMGOODNESS THEY WERE TOTALLY HOT AND FRICKIN HYPED UP EVERYBODY LIKE MAAAD. They sang all their songs from BBF omg it was so good!!!! I GOT NEW BOYFRIENDS I JUST TOTALLY WENT MAD HE WAS SO HOT I CAN'T STAND IT AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!


So the guy i liked (could speak english the best) started asking the other members what they thought of Singapore. When it got to his turn... He said, "I think... Singapore issssssss PARADISE!!!!!!" OMG THE CROWD WENT CRAZY AND JUST STARTED SCREAMING!

Sparklers went off and T-max sang Paradise. Omg it was so wonderful i was like just :O and :D cos it felt so amazing!!!! I became even more high and even though i didn't know the lyircs to the song, i ANYHOW SANG SHOUTED BECAUSE I WAS SRSLY DAMN HIGH AND THEY WERE SO HOT OMGOODNESS. All their songs made everybody soooo hyper!!!! LOVE IT AHHHH.


But it was also them (not only their songs) that made everyone so happy. Because t-max didn't think they were THAT popular in Singapore, and even those fans that did not come to support them were cheering along as well!!! The audience was soooo good omgosh i felt so happy for T-Max!!! :') I think that's why they were able to perform so well.





My new boyfriend:



Omgosh yknow he's so hot?! He totally knows how to make the girls scream omggggg!!!!!! HE WAS SO COOL AND SEXY AND EVERYTHING, I LOVE IT.














He was so cool with his rapping and all! And like alot of ppl screamed for him because of BBF F4, i think he was v happy HAHAHA. Omg then at one part he came right to the front then he shouted, "WHEN I SAY T, YOU SAY MAX" THEN "T" "MAX" "T" "MAX" OMG IT WAS DAMN FUN!!!!! I totally wanted to take video of that part then it was over LOLLLL. BUT IT WAS SO FUN!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D








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AND THEN... THE MOMENT EVERY GIRL HAD BEEN WAITING FOR.

The emcees came out to introduce the band and stuff. You know like before the band comes on stage we have to cheer for them and call their name or wdv? I started shouting and screaming for F.T Island, then i screeeaaamed for Min Hwan. I really screamed as hard as i could, it was like "MIN HWAAAAAAAAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" non-stop!!!! Everybody around me covered their ears. I couldn't stop screaming for Min Hwan and then i just burst out into tears.

It wasn't like tears roll down my face kinda thing, it was like tears gushing down my cheeks. Idk why but i was just like, so overcome with emotion. I couldn't stop crying and like amidst my sobbing i was still screaming for him because I REALLY LOVE HIM. :'( It's like i really tried all i could just to see him and then like i really wanted to be right in front where he could see me. Then from where i was standing and screaming for him, i became v sad cos like, he cannot see me and cannot hear me although i really wanted him to. I really shouted my all like seriously. ): I wanted to see him sooo badly!!! Heartbreak. I love him thaaat much!!! He's so cute and everything i just love him!!!!!!!!!!

Jie tried to comfort me but i couldn't stop. ): Like she told me, "Mei don't cry you see Min Hwan is there playing the drums he's so cute!!!!" Then i like damn spoilt brat and said, "I CANNOT SEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!". She offered her place to me so nice! :D But i didn't take it hehe.

Omgosh. I'll be crying for the whole of Big Bang's concert then. -_- If i ever go for one.










When Barae came on, when the guitar started playing, riiiight at the first note, EVERYBODY GOES WILD. VAL AND I JUST STARTED JUMPING AND SCREAMING AND SHIT!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS DAMN CRAZY. WE SHOUTED OUT THE WHOLE SONG; IT WAS DAMN OFF (SRSLY) BUT WE DIDN'T CARE!!!! Even some fancams on YouTube can hear us shouting, then some guy commented on the vid and say our screams/singing damn gross and gave him goosebumps. LIKE WTH SO BAD. ): I ENJOYED MYSELF ANW I BET HE DIDN'T NYAHAHAHA. :P Pang sai.


I know i didn't know ALLLL the lyrics for the song (most of it), but suddenly, the words just all came out of my mouth!!!! Even the rap part omg it was crazy. I was thinking to myself, "OMG SO COOL I CAN SING HAHAHAHA". Then Val kept grabbing my shoulder then i just pushed her hand away. I looked at her then i saw her crying too. Like her eyes v teaery and all. She tried singing but like, her voice keep breaking that kinda thing?

(SEE HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU, F.T ISLAND)

Both of us waved our hands like mad and jumped damn high because we waned Hong Ki to notice us. He keep waving to the ppl at the side but not at us although we're just like right in front of him!!!!! WE WERE SO DESPERATE LOL.





OMGOSH HONG KI WAS SO CUUUUUUUUUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE HAD THE JEREMY HAIR THE BALL BALL ONE HEHEHEHEHE.

When he walked onto stage... Wow. From "You're Beautiful" he lost so much weight and got muscles, so i think that's why he wore singlet. SEXY MAN, HE LOOKED GOOD!!!

HIS ACTIONS WERE ALL SO WEIRD AND EXAGGERATED WHICH WAS WHY HE WAS SO CUTE AND MADE ALL THE GIRLS JUST MELT. WHENEVER HE DID ANY CUTE ACTION I JUST KEPT SCREAMING!!!

He like keep dancing and dancing and asked us to twist sommore leh!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG IT WAS SO FUN LOVE IT.















So happy he came with this hair instead of the bowl cut! :D







I prefer him with blonde hair... ): This one not nice... ):








He wore so nice! :D AND HE CALLED US BEAUTIFUL HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHHE *FAINTS*





It was so awesome!!! They sang "One Word", "Barae", "Bing Bing Bing", "FT vs PRI" and then encore was "Love Sick'!!!!!!


LIKE AWESOME OR WHAT?

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BROWN EYED GIRLS WERE SOOOOO HOT!!!!

Started with "Sign"...













Omgoodness everyone was singing the whole song like LITERALLY THE WHOLE SONG, REALLY. You could hear the whole crowd singing in unison it was so beautiful~~~

So after the song BEG talked to us. Miryeo's english is damn good. She was saying that they did not expect to have that many fans here in Singapore and that they were really v happy to hear us singing and cheering and supporting them. She also said that it was really hard for them at first (like before they debuted and stuff), so they really really really appreciated it.

Omgosh it was such an emotional talk i wanted to cry. I think Narsha was on the verge of crying too. ): Like they all looked so teary. AWWWWW. :') They are so nice!!!!!

I didn't expect it as well. I thought people in Singapore came to see BEG just cos of Abracadabra, but no!!!! The audience knew every song that they sang and we danced + sang along!!! It was damn fun!!!!!!!!










Hahaha this part was damn cute cos yknow BEG's dances all v exhausting one right, so before they sang the next song, they said that they wanted to drink some water first. Then the whole crowd went, "Mool~~~!!!!!!!!!", which was water in Korean. Like, everybody didn't want BEG to feel tired so everybody wanted the staff to faster give them water!

Damn cute!!!!






They sang this song soooooo well i wanted to cry. :')

People were saying Narsha cried or smth but yeah they sang with so much emotion!!! I think they were really thankful to us fans and like v happy and stuff. (: (: (: And after they sang this song, i started liking Jea (at first i really hated her). She sang so well and could go so high!!!


HAHAHAH VAL AND I STARTED DANCING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS LOL DAMN FUN!!!



Ga In was frickin hot!!!!















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Curtain call!!!













Omg check out the guy i like he's holding a camcording to take a video of us!!!

I think he wants to keep a memory of the concert cos srsly i think it was great. He's so appreciative of his fans awww omg love him!









F.T AGAIN!!!! I WANTED A DAMN GOOD PIC OF THEM BUT SO DID THE PEOPLE IN FRONT... ):



Look at Seung Hyun omg omg omg omg omg he did the ♥ pose!!!!! AHHHHHH LOVE IT, IT'S SO CUTE.

And Check out Hong Ki, HE LOOKS SO HOT OMG OMG OMG.


After the concert, we quickly went to get drinks and yoghurt cos omg our throats were so dry. -_- Cabbed home cos our feet were dying from all the jumping!!!!! The taxi driver keep talking to us HAHAHA. Like suddenly i was talking to Val, then he joined in the conversation too LOLLLL HE QUITE FUNNY LA.

Reached home, woke up the whole house with our loud voices! Started telling everybody about the whole concert.

The concert was very (i know sounds v cheeesy but...) MAGICAL.

It's like, up till now i still can't believe i was there seeing all those hot bands performing live. Like right in front of me. It felt so surreal and it was the first time i ever felt that way. I enjoyed so much (and omg found so many new boyfriends HAHAHAHA). I'm really damn happy we last minute decided to go for the concert IT WAS SUCH A GOOD DECISION. It was really so awesome like seriously!!!! :')

I miss it already.

Everything i experienced that day was totally worth everything. It was worth the 3 hours of sleep, worth waiting for 10 over hours just to see them, worth the hot afternoon sun, worth the sweat, worth the tears, worth the blisters and worth the muscle aches and strains.

I love God so much for letting me see my boyfriend(s).

Seriously a dream come true. I love my Daddy.



P.S. I WANT TO GO FOR F.T ISLAND FAN MEET SOOOOO BAD!!!!! >;(



(Omgosh do you know that when F.T Island left Singapore, some fan accidentally hit Seung Hyun's head when she actually just wanted to touch him? Omgoodness he like pointed back angrily at her. I think he was very angry because like, she hit quite hard leh! I found it so rude omgoodness.

And some girl and her mom accidentally pushed Min Hwan and he fell?!?!?!??!! Omg my baby..... :'( DAMN BAD I V PISSED OFF.

WAIT F.T DON'T WANNA COME AGAIN HOW?! Bleh.)

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HE IS SO FRICKIN CUTE I CAN'T STAND IT I WANT TO HUG AND KISS HIM.




HE IS SO FRICKIN COOL.




AHHHHHHHHHH OMG FAINTS FAINTS FAINTS FAINTS!!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


Hong Ki:







HE SINGS SO WELL OMGOSH!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥




Dancing not as good BUT DAMN CUTE HAHAHAHAHAHA.




HAHAHAHAH HE'S SUCH A PRETTY BOY OMGOSH

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