Thursday, August 27, 2009
Today was a very emotional day.
I felt pissed off, then sad, then excited, and now i'm sad again. ): Sighz, wonder if i can cope with dance and my studies. After Brisbane, there's still that 17 Sep SYF Performance. During the period of time when i'm supposed to be mugging for exams, i'll probably be working my butt off, dying in the dance studio getting scolded by Zaki. Man i don't know what to do. I'm like slowwwlyyy lagging behind in lessons, since i'm so tired every single day. Sleeping during lessons or just spacing out. -_- I felt the worst i've ever felt during math today. Mrs Wong was chionging like shit!!! She freaking took our HHF period (contact time) for Math, and for 3 periods, she covered like, what, almost 5 lessons?! When i'm not even near understanding one lesson, she goes through only one page/example of that lesson and then, "Okay, next lesson!". And i'm like urghh why the heck are you going so freaking fast?!?!? Baaad. ): Sin, Cos, Tan. SUUUCKS!!!
My brain is not big enough or strong enough or retarded enough to take so much information all at one go. -_- I was really, like really, drained out at the end of the freaking 3 periods. I immediately plonked onto my table and literally slept. Then got woken up to do gong han. -_- I don't understand. When she rushes the chapter, does it really benefit us if we don't understand although we've covered so much? Okay maybe it's just that i'm slow and stupid, cos some others managed to follow through. -_-
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I'm leaving for Brisbane tomorrow guys. See yall like, what, 9 days later? ): But since the week that i'm returning is like during the Sep Hols, see yall in 2 weeks...
Oh no i feel so sad.
I will really really really really really miss all of you shitloads!!! But then again, i'm kinda excited to eat + sleep on the plane. :O Nice feeling. But i'm currently feeling more ):
than (: guys... All of you must take care k~! ^^ Have fun in school and stuff. AND PERFORMING FOR TEACHERS' DAY. ): Nvm yall got lessons after that so... Heh heh!
Love you guys so much!(I'll try to blog again before getting on the plane)
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